1. |
down, down, down
02:19
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My love’s like a fire with a little bit of air
Creeping under floorboards
Spreading everywhere
Warming everyone with an effervescent force
Filling all the rooms up with a feeling of remorse
It’s all going down down down
And I’m part of it all
It’s all going down down down
And I’m part of it all
And I’m part of it all
You know me I can’t contain
The feelings spilling in my brain like shower water with no drain
a sour taste before the pain
It’s all going down down down
And I’m part of it all
It’s all going down down down
And I’m part of it all
And I’m part of it all
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2. |
baby
01:40
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I will hold you as you fall asleep
I will show you to your wildest dreams
I will slow you down and watch you breathe
I won’t make a sound so patiently
Why do I want to teach you a lesson
So bad
Eye to eye I defeat you in seconds
Now You’re sad
Baby
I am more than I have given to you
Baby
I am more than I am willing to lose
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3. |
low femme energy
02:56
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No makeup
No makeup
No makeup
No blending in
No breakup
No relationship
So take up
The space I’m in
Shake up
My face and skin
Sign me up now
I’m over this
Low femme energy
I’m not into it
Sign me up now
I’m into this
Trans femme energy
I’m building hips
Why does it feel like
my life will begin
When can I wake up
no longer him
I know I’m cliche
I know I’m passé
It’s just a needle and some clay
It’s just another lonely day
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4. |
loser
02:25
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From me is for me to be happy
And what you really want from me
Is for me to be happy
I love to lose
I love being defeated by you
So I hate to win
I always regret it
When the room starts to spin
I almost forget it
When I’m caught in my whirlwind
I always regret it
And what you really want from me
Is for me to be happy
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5. |
conduit
02:01
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I’m doing my
Best best best
Impression
Of someone Real
Of someone Good
Who can be understood
Not made of steel
If there’s a deal to be made
I know I could
If there’s a price to be paid
I know I would
To be a person
not a Conduit
I don’t wanna
Confess fess fess
I wanna
Wear a dress dress dress
I’m trying not to
Stress stress stress
I’m doing my best best best
Impression
Of someone real
Of someone good
Who can be understood
Not made of steel
If there’s a deal to be made
I know I could
If there’s a price to be paid
I know I would
To be a person
not a Conduit
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6. |
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Please will you show me something I
Haven’t ever seen before
Please will you show me something I
Wanna see cause I’m really bored
Gotta get my hands on something new
But I’ve gotta keep my hands I’m so confused
Nothing’s like the plans I had last June
But I’ve gotta keep my plans like a planet too
Please will you show me something new
I haven’t ever seen before
Please will you show me something new
I wanna see cause I’m really bored
What if there’s nothing left?
What if there’s nothing left?
What if there’s nothing left?
Gotta get my hands on something new
But I’ve gotta keep my hands I’m so confused
Nothing’s like the plans I had last June
But I’ve gotta keep my plans like a planet too
I just wanna see beyond
I just wanna be beyond
I just wanna see beyond
I just wanna be beyond
Me
And you
And them
And everyone
And everyone
And everyone
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7. |
cloud
02:38
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I’m on a cloud
Where do I go now now now
I’m going down
I’m going down down down
I’m on a cloud
Where do I go now now now
New doors open on me
I wanna see what I see
Suddenly I’m having a good time
Suddenly I’m having a good time
All you
All me
All we
Can see
Is us
We’re free
I don’t want to fall out of this cloud
Fall out
I don’t want to fall out of this cloud
Fall out, fall out
I don’t want to fall out of this cloud
I’m on the ground
Where do I go now now now
I’m going down
I’m going down down down
I’m on the ground
Where do I go now now now
Same doors open on me
I don’t wanna see what I see
Suddenly I’m having a bad time
Suddenly I’m having a bad time
All me
All me
All I
Can see
Is me
I’m not free
I want to rise out
Rise out of this ground
I want to rise out
I want to rise out of this ground
Rise out, rise out
I want to rise out of this ground
Suddenly I’m having a good time
Suddenly I’m having a good time
Suddenly I’m having a good time
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I miss you already even though we talk
I kissed you already and then we stopped
Nothing like your careful harmony
Nothing like your careful harmony
I don't believe you'll mean to put harm on me
I had a dream we broke up
I told you when we woke up
You were kind and didn't remind me
We're not together like that
Apologizing for what my mind said
Behind my back
Nothing like your careful harmony
I don't believe you'll mean to put harm on me
(I don't mean to disturb your peace)
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I live at home with my mom
And my boyfriend and my dog
Of course I'm grateful to be here
A townie failure grinning ear to ear
I'm in a prisoner's palace
Some kind of prisoner's palace
Alone together
Together alone again
Alone together
Together alone again
The house is mine, so make it our own
Childhood adult syndrome
Same green couch
My dad's bong
Rehearsing recovery positions
I'm in a prisoner's palace
Some kind of prisoner's palace
Alone together
Together alone again
Alone together
Together alone again
Again, again, again
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10. |
chrysalis
02:14
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You might think you're all alone in this
Simple home body chrysalis
I can assure you this is not true
We're all watching over you
You might think you're all alone in this
Simple home apocalypse
I can assure you this is not true
We're all watching over you
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11. |
biggest love
02:01
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You're the biggest love I ever had
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12. |
i'm right here
02:41
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Stuck to me like a lifeline
stuck to me like a lifetime
Stuck to me like a lifeline
stuck to me like a lifetime
My hair likes to curl
My spirit’s like a girl
My skirt likes to twirl
My pain likes to unfurl
I’m doing better than I was last year
I got nothing to lose but my fear
And my job and my dad and my mom And my cat
I wanna stop. Am I sad? Can I drop it?
Stuck to me like a lifeline
stuck to me like a lifetime
Stuck to me like a lifeline
stuck to me like a lifetime
Painted nails
Long hair
hate to fail
love to care
Stuck to me like a lifeline
stuck to me like a lifetime
Stuck to me like a lifeline
stuck to me like a lifetime
I’m looking forward
I’m looking back
I’m looking for words about my past
I have led many lives
My head holds many sighs
My palms fold many lines
My watch told many times
Now I’m only me
How I’ve become only me
Satisfied just to breathe
I’m right here
Turn around
I’m right here
Turn around
Stuck to me like a lifeline
stuck to me like a lifetime
Stuck to me like a lifeline
stuck to me like a lifetime
Stuck to me
Stuck to me
Stuck to me like a lifeline
stuck to me like a lifetime
Stuck to me like a lifeline
stuck to me like a lifetime
Stuck to me
Stuck to me
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13. |
noses
01:39
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Sunlight
New day
I like
Your place
I like
Your face
Close by mine
You radiate
Laying next to me
Our noses overlap
floating endlessly
I don’t feel so bad
Anymore
Moonlight
The night before
I don’t feel like
I’m yours
But we’re opening a door
To being adored
we’re opening a door
To being adored
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Evelyn Landow Hinsdale, Illinois
musician|filmmaker
she/her
evelynlandow
@gmail.com
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